Monday, August 19th, 2002
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3:18 pm - One Baby To Another Says I'm lucky to met you...
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heeyyyyy...I haven't wrote in this journal for madd looooong...thats cause I write under Playboybabe..anyways My cousin Brittni is here and Im about to get in the shower and get ready because we're going to the mall tonight so I can go school shopping and Britt can get her ears pierced once again lol.....3 MORE MONTHS!!!! *YaY* I'll be 17!!!! wo0o0o0ho0o0o0o!!! haha anyways school is starting back up pretty soon...It suck s I dont wanna go back..I had to take extra classes which sucks.....I have like 2 gyms..2 Sciences...and 2 Englishs...which really fucken blows because I cant slack off this year...damnit!! well anyways im out...I gotta get ready...
current mood:  ditzy
current music: No DoUbT- dOnT LeT mE dOwN
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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4:46 pm - So, Tell Me...What Do U Do When You've Realised All Ur Dreams Have Come True?
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Brittni Jay- I can prolly come up there but the only thing is....that I would have to bring my friend Lauren...because shes supposed to be staying at my house for a few days....so I can only come if its alright wit you to bring her......so let me know....
anyways yesterday I went to Jays house..then came home around 8....got in the shower...then called Leon back (cause he called me).....I talked to him for like 2-3 hours.....it was cool tho...i havent talked to him in awhile....but yea anyways....school was actually pretty good today...i looked kinda cute today...lol alot of people told me that i looked all cute...hehehe...I had to smack Bonny in school today....she was pissin me off...she kept hitting Kyle so i had to hit her...it was only fair....yea but today I really dont feel like doing anything....i'm so0o0o tired and hungry....lol...tommorrow...i have no idea what i am doing.....BRITTNI CALL ME TONITE!! IF YOU READ THIS!!! Troy gave me his s/n today!! wooohoo!! sike hes a cool kid.....anywways i think im gonna go now......buhbyeeee
current mood: quixotic
current music: Kase
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Sunday, November 4th, 2001
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9:46 pm - Today Was A Madd Confusing Day.....
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Today was pretty good..but when I got home tonite it just like all went down hill....something happened when I came home..but i'd rather not explain...and Nick made me feel bad cause he said i was a BAD GURLFRIEND....heres the convo
PlayboyBabe1122: hey
Shadrachen: :smiles: hello
PlayboyBabe1122: hahah wow i feel special considering i was a BAD gurlfriend!
PlayboyBabe1122: lol
Shadrachen: I never said you were a bad girlfriend,. . .
Shadrachen: I said you were a very different type of girlfriend
PlayboyBabe1122: in so many ways u said so
Shadrachen: what was that guys name that you dated before me?
Shadrachen: was it kyle?
PlayboyBabe1122: karl?
Shadrachen: right, me and karl
Shadrachen: we talked about that
PlayboyBabe1122: about what ?
Shadrachen: one time I talked to him on the net, about how different it is dating someone like you. It makes it a weird experience dating you
Shadrachen: whatever quality it is about you, makes it a strange situation.
PlayboyBabe1122: u talked to him about dating me?
PlayboyBabe1122: well..is that quality bad?
Shadrachen: yea, once or twice I think we talked
Shadrachen: no, just difficult to deal with occasionaly
Shadrachen: it makes for akward words and phrases, where becasue of the way you would act made me uncomfortable
Shadrachen: I didn't know how to react
Shadrachen: so ....
PlayboyBabe1122: how did i make u feel uncomfortable
Shadrachen: you were never a bad girlfriend...just a new type of girl to deal with
PlayboyBabe1122: well was it a good or bad experience?
Shadrachen: it was fun, good experience
PlayboyBabe1122: omg! i hate you
PlayboyBabe1122: u make me feel bad...i was a bad g/f
Shadrachen: the way you made me feel uncomfortable was like you said when you talked about other guys all the time " you wanted to see what I would do"
Shadrachen: I THINK YOU WERE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND!
PlayboyBabe1122: NO U DONT
Shadrachen: I had fun dating you
Shadrachen: why do you feel bad?
PlayboyBabe1122: then what was this all about.......
kelly: do u think u 2 would still be going out if u didnt break up?
Nick: PROBABLY NOT
PlayboyBabe1122: whats that shit ? lol
Shadrachen: because, things always go wrong....I never found any reason to break up....you did
PlayboyBabe1122: then why would u say probably not
Shadrachen: because you more than likely would have broken it off anyway
PlayboyBabe1122: and u wouldnt have?
PlayboyBabe1122: if i was so god damn difficult u would have broke up with me anyway
Shadrachen: I am a very optimistic person, I would have dealt with it. . . not given up
Shadrachen: I am always like that
PlayboyBabe1122: u lie
Shadrachen: never
Shadrachen: it is not part of my design...I don't know how to
PlayboyBabe1122: omg nicholas
Shadrachen: what is it ashley?
PlayboyBabe1122: nothin...but guess what
Shadrachen: your coming out of the closet?
PlayboyBabe1122: did u know that on august 31st we would have been going out for a year?
PlayboyBabe1122: aint that some shit
PlayboyBabe1122: hahah no asshole
Shadrachen: wow, that's insane. . . it seemed like a long time ago
PlayboyBabe1122: i know
Shadrachen: but wait....
PlayboyBabe1122: so what?
PlayboyBabe1122: what**
Shadrachen: so your not gay?
Shadrachen: or coming out of the closet?
PlayboyBabe1122: no
PlayboyBabe1122: lol
Shadrachen: man, I thought for sure. . .
Shadrachen: lol
lol hes such a funny kid
and heres Karl:
PlayboyBabe1122: question....
LastInLINE4life: ?
PlayboyBabe1122: im arguing with somebody...was I a "difficult " g/f?
LastInLINE4life: yes very
PlayboyBabe1122: seriously i was?
LastInLINE4life: yea pretty much
LastInLINE4life: u had your good days
PlayboyBabe1122: how was i difficult tho?
LastInLINE4life: you were always bitchin about shit
PlayboyBabe1122: no i wasnt
PlayboyBabe1122: u bitched about shit
LastInLINE4life: trust me you didnt even notcie
LastInLINE4life: when what did i bitch about?
PlayboyBabe1122: what didnt u bitch about lol
LastInLINE4life: every thying
LastInLINE4life: lol
LastInLINE4life: i never bitched
PlayboyBabe1122: yea u did
LastInLINE4life: what ?
LastInLINE4life: tell me
LastInLINE4life: but you were pretty difficult
PlayboyBabe1122: no iwasnt
LastInLINE4life: im tellin u ask anybody besides like kelly or sumthin and they'll tell u the truth
PlayboyBabe1122: eww no i wasnt
LastInLINE4life: alright here we go im a ask kevin realy quick
PlayboyBabe1122: alright
LastInLINE4life: LastInLINE4life: ashley was a difficult girlfriend was'nt she
TwistedClownzIAm: yea why?
PlayboyBabe1122: omg how would kevin know?
LastInLINE4life: because kevins like one of my best friends
PlayboyBabe1122: he wouldnt know
PlayboyBabe1122: fuck u all lol
LastInLINE4life: yeah he would who would?
LastInLINE4life: lol
LastInLINE4life: i win
PlayboyBabe1122: no
PlayboyBabe1122: i was not a difficult gurlfriend
LastInLINE4life: get some one to say u werent
PlayboyBabe1122: PlayboyBabe1122: i'm discussing this with someone....was i a difficult gurlfriend?
iLUVEricKoston: nah not really
LastInLINE4life: who is that?
PlayboyBabe1122: Matt
PlayboyBabe1122: matt
LastInLINE4life: yeah well how long were u with him?
LastInLINE4life: like a couple months>
LastInLINE4life: ?
PlayboyBabe1122: that doesnt matter
LastInLINE4life: yeah it does
LastInLINE4life: u didnt have enouguh time to be difficult
LastInLINE4life: lol
heres Matt:
PlayboyBabe1122: matthew!!
iLUVEricKoston: yo
PlayboyBabe1122: whats up?
iLUVEricKoston: chillen
iLUVEricKoston: how about u
PlayboyBabe1122: same
PlayboyBabe1122: just got out of the shower
PlayboyBabe1122: i have a question
iLUVEricKoston: ok shoot
PlayboyBabe1122: i'm discussing this with someone....was i a difficult gurlfriend?
iLUVEricKoston: nah not really
PlayboyBabe1122: thank you
iLUVEricKoston: ok who u talkin to a new boyfriend huh lol ??
PlayboyBabe1122: lol no new boyfriend
Heres Rob:
CoRpAVnGR1605: hey queer
PlayboyBabe1122: hey cockblocker
CoRpAVnGR1605: whats up
PlayboyBabe1122: ntohin im mad
PlayboyBabe1122: am i difficult?
CoRpAVnGR1605: i dont think so
CoRpAVnGR1605: why?
PlayboyBabe1122: because 2 of my boyfriends said i was a difficult g/f...can u believe that shit? lol
CoRpAVnGR1605: hahah
CoRpAVnGR1605: so you're mad?
PlayboyBabe1122: yea lol
CoRpAVnGR1605: hah
i fucken hate boys..lol
well anyways...i'm not in the best of moods right now...and im waiting for Jay to call me...so buhbyeee
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Taproot
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10:27 am - JEREMY IS GAY
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.....only on the weekends he said...anyways nothing really exciting happened since i have wrote.....except Halloween....that was fun.....me.....Juli...Leon...Jay.....Ryan...Chris....Kyle............Adam........Dan....and Jackie went to the point and chilled for a lil while....it was cool...um..right now i'm at Kellys house.....alright im gonna go now,....buhbyeeeee
current mood:  blah
current music: nothing
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Monday, October 22nd, 2001
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9:59 pm - I FELT THE HATE RISE UP IN ME.....
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thats a cool song!! hehehe..anyways.....today wasnt all that bad...but it wasnt that great...lets see school...well it sucks..but im trying to think of what i did in school...ummm....yea i forgot that i had this essay/journal type thing to do...and i all didnt do it...so i had to do it tonite....my ear itches really bad.....BRITT- I LOVE YOU!! I was playin some tennis today...im like the bets at fucken tennis!...especially playin some hardcore tennis....hahaha only me...vicki..and Devin know about that lol and i think Dana...gym is all fun this year except my hott gym tacher like disappered and shit... i gotta pee really bad but anyways...i was reading peoples lj's and its amazing what kind of shit they put in there...anyways..i dont know whats goin on for this weekend...except on friday..i'm going out somewhere with my cousin Jen...i'll prolly just sleep there like i normally do and shit..Danny's a little punk because he never taught me how to sk8 and then he always leaves ME in the hallways for LORI!...hes such a cockblocker... my cousin sent me a card in e-mail....aWwWwWwWwWwWw thats so0o0o cute..lemme go see what it is...woohoo...3 NEW MESSAGES!!heheh ..one from my College Biology teacher and one from Britt..aWwWwWwWw THANKS BRITT....all her card was all cute..made me feel special..everyone go to www.americangreetings.com and send a card to Aegurl5455@hotmail.com so i can feel special..heheh g2g...buhbyeeeee
current mood: crazy
current music: American Head Charge
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9:31 pm - I FELT THE HATE RISE UP IN ME.....
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thats a cool song!! hehehe..anyways.....today wasnt all that bad...but it wasnt that great...lets see school...well it sucks..but im trying to think of what i did in school...ummm....yea i forgot that i had this essay/journal type thing to do...and i all didnt do it...so i had to do it tonite....my ear itches really bad.....BRITT- I LOVE YOU!! I was playin some tennis today...im like the bets at fucken tennis!...especially playin some hardcore tennis....hahaha only me...vicki..and Devin know about that lol and i think Dana...gym is all fun this year except my hott gym tacher like disappered and shit... i gotta pee really bad but anyways...i was reading peoples lj's and its amazing what kind of shit they put in there...anyways..i dont know whats goin on for this weekend...except on friday..i'm going out somewhere with my cousin Jen...i'll prolly just sleep there like i normally do and shit..Danny's a little punk because he never taught me how to sk8 and then he always leaves ME in the hallways for LORI!...hes such a cockblocker... my cousin sent me a card in e-mail....aWwWwWwWwWwWw thats so0o0o cute..lemme go see what it is...woohoo...3 NEW MESSAGES!!heheh ..one from my College Biology teacher and one from Britt..aWwWwWwWw THANKS BRITT....all her card was all cute..made me feel special..everyone go to www.americangreetings.com and send a card to Aegurl5455@hotmail.com so i can feel special..heheh g2g...buhbyeeeee
current mood: crazy
current music: The June Spirit
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Sunday, October 21st, 2001
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12:57 pm - My Niggas Is The Niggas That Will Die 4 Me!!!
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hahahahahahaha...im a thug...sike well yea my weekend was pretty good.....i had fun.....last nite it was me...Jeremy..Kelly...Eric....Courtney....Nick....Mike and i think thats it....everyone besides me and kelly were drunk as hell...i was only buzzed for like 30 minutes lol...cause like i chugged my smirnoff ice..haha i had 2 of those and one goood ass wine cooler!!..thats shit was good...but yea friday was good too....kelly...eric..and jeremy picked me up in the TRUCK last nite....lol...it was so0o0o0o0o0o fucken uncomfortable because i had to sit on Jeremys lap and shit.......i was all talll and hitting my head lol....yea so anyways....my ear hurts..it itches.....I was all bored last nite and i was all talking to Courtney about some shit....i dunno i cant even remember what was said!! ...kellys trying to make me go to the hayride with her....what a loser sike!!!...hahahahaha...i have a bruise on my side.....grRrRrRrRr...it hurts all bad and stuff...yea well....kellys retarded..so im gonna go now.....and let her type something.....hahahah....buhbyeeeeeeee
current mood:  chipper
current music: Slipknot
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12:50 am - Drunk as hell
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that was Nick...i'm not drunk!!!!!!!hes suchs a dork..haha anyways im at kellys house wit....ME!!!!!...Nick..Kelly....Eric...Jeremy and Courtney..Courtneys a BITCH!!!!! here Nick is gonna type now...
Although ashley isn't quite drunk yet...give it a half hour and afew more Smirnoff Ice's ...she will be all over the place stumbling, laughing, and making dumb jokes...trust me. If not I will stuff a few Bud ice's in her...you are gonna wish you were here, it is gonna be funny...
:chuckles uncontrollably::
anyways hes such a cockblocker!!!........god im so funny!!aint i?
ok heres kelly
hello....erics drunk as shit...me on the other hand i am good...i think..as for ashley she good to go too. now jeremy and courtney..well umm you get the point!!! well..now nick coffey umm.. hes a dork. but i still love him...well gotta go nick is beating me up.. later
Ha, there's goes ashley..Just like I said ..she is on the kitchen table stripping...lol I told you...SHe is all f'ed up...haha
sike hes a grease monkey..anyways yesterday i went to the football game last nite wit Leon...Jackie...Ryan and Jay....it wasnt that bad...we saw Dan there...he was drunk as shit...we beat him up and tried to take his pants!! hahahahhahahaha...yea so today i went to kellys and im sleeping there now.....ok here is kelly now........
FUCK YOU NICK COFFEY!!!! YOUR A COCKBLOCKER!!!!!!
ok its me kelly again i am gonna take over b/c nick and ashley are beating the living hell out of one another its some funny shit....nick run my foot over with the chair and it hurt real bad hes an asshole!!!lol.....I LOVE U NICK!!!!!! I LOVE ASHIE MORE!!!!! but anyways hmmm...we are listen to korn and its like now 10 after one..erics gotta be in work by nine tomorrow....haha sux to be him...erics my baby..so anyways here ashley again.. late
ok yea so this weekend was pretty good....i dunno what else to say really....but i was NOT stripping on the table like nick said....his name doesnt even DESERVE to be capitilized...hahahah sike im j/k...ok well im out....laterrrrrr
current mood:  drunk
current music: Crossbreed
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Sunday, October 14th, 2001
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7:23 pm - Being Drowned...Thats More Than I Can Say For Everyone Else..
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my weekend was pretty cool...i had fun...friday i just stayed home and chilled...i was gonna go over to kellys but i couldnt leave home until like 10 and i had to be home by like 12:30....so i just stayed home and chilled wit Jamie and Josh..then saturday i went to philly and chilled with Britt and then later on that night i went to go talk to some people wit Amanda...it was fun....then today just chilled wit Britt and Amanda then went home....and ate.....hahah fun....school tomorrow!!...yay cant wait...hahah sike!...i'm watching Rugrats "All Growed Up".....its so0o0o0o0o cute....julies singing...brb...watching her sing...haha aww..thats was cute..anyways..i gotta pee so0o0o bad but my little cousin is in the shower....ggrr...yea well im out....byeeeeee
current music: Petey Pablo- Raise up !!
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Saturday, October 13th, 2001
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4:55 pm - H to the izzo.... to the izza...
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hahaha whats up kids?....i'm in philly right now...Lisamarie is playing barbies and britt is just sitting there being a retard as usual..Lisamarie is all screaming "I PLAY WITH BARBIES"...hahahahahaha anyways yea this kid from school called me last nite and told me his friend thinks im cute or something..i dunno tho...anyways...im madd hungry but my cousin wont get me any food.sike she better...she has this cool ass video camera..I CAN SEE MYSELF!! hahaha thats great aint it? anyways my friend just informed me that her boyfriend is going to the strip club...i dont know what we are doing tonite....i dunno..i dont wanna go to the movies or anyhing like that...no good movies are out except JOYRIDE and i already saw it....and britt is being gay and doesnt wanna see it even tho it was a really good fucken movie but oh well...i had some blues clues apple sauce...that was the shit...i love that stuff....i spelled like madd shit wrong..this keyboard is all retarded and shit...grr...but thats what spell check is for right? exactly....i'm upset now tho because Courtney fucked up his car so now we cant go to the pledge of alligance tour...so that really sucks..its all hott outside and stuff...well im gonna go now and do something constructive..byeeeeeeee
current mood:  devious
current music: Linkin park
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Tuesday, October 9th, 2001
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9:13 pm - WOOHOO!!ASHLEYS GOING TO S.O.A.D.!!
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hahah yup thats right i'm going to SYSTEM OF A DOWN!! woohoo im so0o0o0o fucken happy now...u dont even know!!.....i just gotta call Kelly tonite and see if she got my ticket for me....i went to the mall today....i got this really cute shirt..i picked out a jacket for Julie...i saw a really cute guy that works at Auntie Annes...he was really fucken cute...heheh..i saw Danielle...Nacole...and Danielle's boyfriend Jeremy...i have like madd homework to do ....this sucks...school blows...I'm drinking this Kiwi Banana stuff from Auntie Annes...its madd good....i got new underwear too...omg...they are like so0o0o0o cute!!..hehe...they are like this metallic baby blue color....and they saw Angel on them...they rae really cute tho....aim is like not working for me for some reason...my grandmom leaves for Florida tomorrow....aww..im gonna miss her!...she wont be here for my birthday...which really sucks...its like the third year in a row or something like that but its ok...i stil get presents..lol....today in school wasnt all that bad....my weekend was fucken great!!...woohooo!!!...yea anyways..i was talking to AJ today before i went to the mall...hes such a funny kid...i need to get some c.d.'s but i cant spend my $ right now..i need to buy some important shit!!....i have no idea what i am wearing to the concert....hhmmm...maybe my new shirt....or my yellow independent shirt....i dunno.....prolly mynew one tho...its gonna be madd cold tho...what the hell is wrong with aim tonite?..this shit is pissing me off...im almost done my essay...woohoo!!....yea well im gonna finish it so im gonna go now....byeeeee
current mood: ecstatic
current music: System of a Down - Spiders
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Monday, October 8th, 2001
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9:42 pm - yea..I'm pissed....
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well this really fucken sucks...I have no one to go to the Pledge of Alegance (cant spell) tour with....grr...i'll get over it ..eventually....im not going to see NFG anymore either...i dont really like them that much...I dont really like emo...I mean at first it was alright but now i think it kinda sucks...yea but anyway...yea so now im pretty mad..but i'll get over it...like i said...anyways...this weekend was pretty fun....
thursday- went out with my cousin and slept over kellys
friday- went home did some shit...went to my cousins...got ready...went out...taco bell then joyride...(awesome fucken movie)..then went home..got ****** up
saturday- went out with my cousin..then went to Jays house and chilled with Ryan...Jay...and AJ.
sunday- went out with kelly and eric and them..and chilled there and slept over..
Monday- stayed home and just chilled and watched my neice
and i dunno....this weekend i'm probably going up Philly or something with Britt...hopefully my mom will say yea..i hate cold weather!!...welll im out...byeee
current mood: indescribable
current music: SOAD!!!!!!
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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001
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9:08 pm - I Cry...When Angels Deserve To Die***
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yea well lets see...i havent updated this in like 486387474 days...but yea...ok me and Leon broke up....its all good tho because we're still cool and shit...last nite i chilled wit...Ryan...Matt T...Jay...Leon and Jackie...it was pretty fun...i have been so0o0o0o sick the past few days...it really sucks..i hate school..my tummy hurts all bad and stuff.....grr....well today i went to the rag shop...its like a fabric store lol..wit Jen...Karin...Steven and Emily...then we went to wawa....i waved to jane..lol...then went back to my cousins house then i went home and went out with my mommie....im all tired and i have like this essay to retype and shit....grrr...i- need to go to the mall this weekend....i need clothes...oh yea..lol..i was talking to Zoe today and she was all like omg..i didnt know u and leon broke up..and then i told her the story cause she asked what happened and she was like aww dude..lets fuck him up seriously..she had me rollin...shes so funny..today ..bonny hit some gurl in the face with a tennis racket in gym because the gurl hit her in the face and started laughing and bonny got all mad and shit..it was so00o0o0o funny..then we found out that bonny is afraid of Zoe and shit...it was hilarious..but gym then again sucked because i was chasing Vince around the tennis courts and he opened the gate and it slammed back and hit me in the boob....omg..it hurt so0o0o bad..it hit me like right in the middle of my boobs...like where the bone is....i think i have a bruise from it...i had a big ass fucken red mark for mad long...tomorrow im going to wal*mart wit my cousin Jen...then friday i'm going to see JoyRide wit my cousin Jen...then every other day from then on..i have no clue what i'm doing...im gonna try and go up to philly but i dunno if i can ...and...BRITTNI ELIZABETH JAY- TAKE UR FUCKEN ASS TO SCHOOL HOE!!!...haha that gurl misses madd fucken days of school..lucky lil bitch.....i wish i didnt have to go to school all the time....lol...listen to this....
DcuRLz: So you think your life is bad...
Just think how bad the life of an egg is...
You only get laid once.
It takes 4 minutes to get hard and 2 minutes to get soft.
You have to share a box with 11 other guys.
You only get eaten once.
And the only chick that ever sat on your face was your mother.
Now don't you feel better?
haha that was funny....anyways....im gonna go now.....byeeeeeee
current mood:  sick
current music: Chop Suey*** System of A Down
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Monday, October 1st, 2001
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3:00 pm - Baby Cause Im A Thug....
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haha that song is funny!!..OCTOBER 27TH!!WOOHOO!!...me and Rachy Baby (lol) are going to see NFG....i cant wait!!....anyways...Friday i went to the mall and then the bowling alley with Lauren and Ashley..it was actually kinda fun...except for the fact that i didnt really know anybody except at the most like 4 people...hahahaha...the cops came to the bowling alley and shit..it was great...lol...then Laurens mommie picked us up at 11 then me...Lauren..and the other Ashely went back to Laurens and listened to Kittie then went to sleep...then got up at like 10 and did some stuff....then me and lauren went back to sleep...then i woke up...called Leon and i was going to go to Jackies or something wit Leon but then my cousin was gonna be at my house to pick me up...so Leon came over Laurens and stayed there with me until my mommie came...then i left and Laurens mommie was talking to my mommie (since they havent seen eachother in like 3 years lol..back when me and auren used to be really good friends and shit)...then i went home...chilled for a lil while....took a shower ...went online...watched my neice and then my cousin showed up...then we went to her house...got ready...i did her hair..then we went to her boyfriends house and chilled for a min....then we went to his work and talked to his friend Bill for a little while to see if he wanted to go out with us....somehow i always end up in the converdations..talking about how i am illegal for people to have sex with and stuff...lol....its all weird....people are so0o0o weird..but yea then we went back to chris' house....then we drove somewhere and did some shit...omg...it was so0oo0o funny!! but hahah cant tell...hahaha....then we went back here...well to jens house and then we watched "Blow" ...that was a good ass movie..then i fell asleep and then Jen woke me up cause i told her to....i had this shot of Jack Daniels Whiskey..omg..that was so0o0o0o fucken nasty....ew.....and then i finally woke up about an hour or so ago...i dont wanna go to school tomorrow but i have too....it sucks..BRITT- yea huh! i did tell you because i rememeber telling you and sorry about not calling u back..but i think i fell asleep lol...so sorry!!i have off of school friday and monday but i dunno if i can come up this week!! lol sorry britt...cause i promised Jen (my cousin)..that i would go to the movies with her to see Joyride....we made plans a few weeks ago to do this..so i dunno......call me later or something...dont email me tho because u know how i really dont check it that much...lol....ok ...i have a cold or something...its pissen me off..my hands are all freezing and stuff....grr....i slept over jens last nite...i had fun..we were gonna go to some race thing but then we decided not to for some odd reason but i did wanna go..anyways....this entry isnt too long....but yea... Today i'll prolly just chill here for a little while or something then go home...take a shower..then prolly crash again...or do something...im supposed to call jay because we were supposed to chill today but i really dont feel up to it ya know?....besides its all cold and raining out...grr....and im gonna get even sicker...being sick sucks...for the past like week or so.ive had like really bad headaches and shit...well im out....byeee
current mood: mischievous
current music: Ja Rule - How Many Wanna...
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Thursday, September 27th, 2001
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3:31 pm - Some People Only Think Of Theirselves......
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yea umm...today was alright i guess......i dunno...people in Buena are always saying stupid shit....it annoys me so0o0o0o much...and today on the bus.. i had the feeling before that Melissa didnt like me too much because of the whole Leon thing...but i said something to her and like she rolled her eyes at me...i asked her a question about something....i dunno..and then she got off the bus and i was talking to Lee and i was like i dont think Melissa likes me too much..and he was like nah she doesnt..and i was like how do u know...he was like its because of Leon..she told me yesterday...and i was like well...whatd she say?..and he was like she said that she wanted to get wit him and that she hopes you two break up...and blah blah blah...i was like what the fuck....people piss me off so00o0o0o bad...why cant people stay out of other peoples business?..i hear something new every fucken day....anyways other than that it was an ok day....i didnt really talk to Leon...well for like the past few days hes been really weird and like we barely talk in school...and stuff...but i dunno its weird...i think im sick or something....i dont feel good at all....i dunno if i can come down this weekend....to philly that is...i wanted to spend some quality time wit my cousin Jennifer today but she had to work....fucken slacker...yea lol anyways...tomorrow is matts birthday...he'll be 16..yay....anyway...my uncle Mike and his friend are down thats why i dont know if i can come up to philly or not.....i had fun last nite...hahahahaha...it was pretty cool...i just chilled with my sister and talked and stuff...it was nice to talk to her....lol...considereing we dont talk about stuff that much....she had me rollen last nite....omg..shes so0o0o0o funny...well i g2g....byeee
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Crazy Amanda Bunkerface- SUM 41
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Monday, September 24th, 2001
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6:49 pm - To Cool For School....
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haha yup I did not go to school today because like i was too tired to get up..then when i finally got up at like 10 something i wanted to go to school but no one would take me..then the school called and shit and my sister answered it and my principal was like " well why isnt Ashley in school today" ...and my sister being as stupid as she is was like...because shes lazy.....and they said something about sending a truant officer to my house or something i was like fuck you....stupid buena...im trying to sing this song to jen but i cant remember the words so i have to look for them online...nevermind she got offline ...(i got kicked off cause Jay called me then she signed off i guess)..but yea anyway..today i just basically sat on my ass all day....it was kinda fun but ya know how it is....anyways i'm gonna go for right now so i can sing to Danny!byeee
current mood: weird
current music: Jay Z + Eminem
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1:26 am - Down To You......
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ahh..i love that movie...its so0o0o0o cute..I watched it while I was straightening my cousins hair..it looks all cute and stuff..I'm all proud of myself....I did a pretty damn good job if I might say so myself....Chris and Jen are watchin Hannibal in the other room....ok well today I hung out with Jen all day and watched the Matrix then Jen wanted an Auntie Anne's strawberrie thingie...so we drove all the way up to the Deptford mall to get her one....lol we are dorks...then we picked up Jamie and she was all in a bad mood and shit...grr....i have to pee!!....haha...no im talking to Matt and Brittni....BRITTNI WHY YOU TELLING STORIES ABOUT ME?..haha its alright tho.....that N*sync song is kinda cute..but they still blow...school is in like two days...nooooo!!no hotties at the mall today :( ..aWwWwWwWw poor baby... i think Jen called me tonite from Brads or something but I wasnt home...and I didnt call her back cause like i really didnt have time....oh yea and guess what!!..i got my lighter to work!!...yay!!...i just asked me cousin something...
PlayboyBabe1122: britty britt...i have a ?
PlayboyBabe1122: am i conceited?
SpoiledAngel215: why?
PlayboyBabe1122: someone told me that
SpoiledAngel215: who?
aww...she loves me...someone told me that...i was like uh...no...not at all....cna u believe that? ...haha anyways...school really sucks..i hate it...im trying to make this long and stuff but i dunno...i love this song by Ja Rule!!...its good...its called "How Many Wanna Die with Me"...i like it...its all cool....i'm gonna give you lyrics for a couple of songs i like...because im like so good damn bored....but not in this entry tho...im gonna update each one and stuff..hahaha..why am i even explaining this?..i dunno..im fucken retarded tonite!!...haha..this gurly in school told me i was funny as hell the other day...bonny still wont talk to me..shes like my best friend and stuff but she wont talk to me...haha sike i dont give a fuck....but like now i cant make fun of her and stuff so it sucks...grr....anyways i am so god damn bored..i was supposed to chill with Nick tonite but he didnt call me either so forget him!!...haha anyways....im gonna go and do something.....byeeee
current mood:  scared
current music: Cant Deny It - Fabolous or something
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Sunday, September 23rd, 2001
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6:30 pm - My mind wanders..... as I'm trying not to fall in love with you
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aw...sike heyyyyy!!....well lets see yesterday i went to school...it wasnt all that great and shit but oh well...then at like 10:30 or so Leon came over and he brought his cousin and his cousins gurlfriend....then they left and just me..Leon..Jamie and Josh chilled....then they came back and picked Leon up..then i ate and went to sleep...i had such a headache...cramps suck...tonite...well today i went to some car place with my cousin and jamie..then dropped Jamie off at work..then me and Jen went to Burger King..and then came back and watched some of the Matrix...its pretty good so far...tonite i was supposed to chill with nick i think but i dont think i can because i'll prolly be with my cousin all nite and stuff...so nick if youre reading this sorry..maybe another weekend...but yea anyway...yesterday really sucked...but 0oh well shit happens...my liter is like jammed or broken or something..so that sucks...nobody good is online..im at my cousins house right now...we gotta pick up Jamie from work at like 9 or something...then i dunno what we are gonna do...but hopefully it will be fun....i hope so....i wanna get my belly button pierced again but on the bottom...it looks neat but i dunno...i need a new barbell tho...i hate hoops...i saw this really cute barbell....my friend Zoe has one..it has like a big star on it..its all cute...hehe..well im out...i gotta check my mail....
current mood: indescribable
current music: Ja Rule
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Thursday, September 20th, 2001
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10:19 pm - How Can You Tell Me You Love Me When Its Only 11:30?
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hey!!!!!...I'm gettin exicited!!...My birthday is in like a month and a half...hahaha!!..I'll be the Big 1- 6!!! ..haha (16)...Leon didnt call me back..I think hes mad at me or something....but oh well shit happens...he'll get over it if hes mad....right?...i hope so...he has to do my homework!!...Word of advice to anyone who is thinking about taking a journalism class :DONT FUCKEN TAKE IT!..IT SUCKS REALLY FUCKEN BAD~~!!!..haha ok im done....Bonny fucken pissed me off today what a fucken retard....god! fucken gurls piss me off this past week....and everyone wonders why i hate gurls!!...grrr!!!...anyways heres a convo with me and alysha to keep you occupied!!
PlayboyBabe1122: wheres ur man?
Alysha: sleepin
PlayboyBabe1122: at ur house?
Alysha: o shit my man he went home.. i thought you said my mom
PlayboyBabe1122: haha lol
Alysha: my bad yo
PlayboyBabe1122: lol its aiight
PlayboyBabe1122: my bitch didnt call me back yet....i think hes mad at me lol
Alysha: alright .. as long as its ok
Alysha: who?
PlayboyBabe1122: Leon
Alysha: leon is your bitch?
PlayboyBabe1122: haha yea were goin out now lol
Alysha: did i miss somethin or are you fuckin with me
PlayboyBabe1122: no i think u missed something lol
Alysha: yous arnt goin out are you
PlayboyBabe1122: yea we are......we started goin out like last thursday or something
Alysha: how come no one tells me these things
PlayboyBabe1122: i dunno.....
PlayboyBabe1122: sorry!!
Alysha: its alright
Alysha: IM ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW THINGS DAMNIT
Alysha: but anyways why would he be mad at you.. what did you do
PlayboyBabe1122: lol im sorry next time you'll be the FIRST to know
haha shes so funny!!...god i love that gurl!!..we are talking about how me and alysha are gonna go on the Miss USA thing....I think we should have a MR.USA pageant..dont u?...hahah....did you guys know that Miss New Jersey is from Vineland?..aont that some weird shit? ...well g2g!! buhbyeee
current mood:  high
current music: haha nothin just talking to alysha
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Wednesday, September 19th, 2001
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7:50 pm - HAPPY 18TH BRITHDAY BRAD~!!!
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haha make him feel special...hah anyways..this cant be long cause i had like madd shit to do...all homework and talk on the phone and stuff lol....I have to look up some stupid shit for journalism..i hate that class..so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o gay!! eww!! haha anyways...Last nite Leon and Matt picked me up at my house at like 4:30 or so then we went back to Leons house...then Matt left and me and Leon went to Matlacks or some shit to drop off his film....then we went to Jackies and Jackies friend came over and we all chilled...then Me and Leon left and went to my house (at like 8:45)..then we chilled with Jamie and Josh...hahah....then my mommie ..Josh...and Jamie left..and Me and Leon chilled until like 10:30....it was alright....then today Lee came over for a few and was telling me stuff about someone lol...it was kinda funny....he got hurt tho.....aww pooor Lee.... :( ....awww....anyways im out...i have shit to do....school sucked
current mood: cynical
current music: Adema
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